it's nearly the end

assalamualaikum peeps

this post is dedicated to my lovely housemates

although you guys might never found out about it

but still, i think i should write before it's too late

hurm,, i don't know how to describe the feeling

whenever you guys are by my side.

 i felt like almost we're sworn sisters, 

and sometimes like besties,

and having someone i could talk to,

hear me out and also someone i could tease 

(although usually it's me being teased)

dear alya, fiq and laila.

saya mintak maaf andai sebelum ini

saya banyak melukakan hati kalian

maaf ye..

and thanks for everything..

alya, thanks sebab faham saya, walaupun kat dq

kita takdela rapat sangat, and 

kita pernah ditakdirkan untuk jadi rumet sementara

but Allah knows that those time hasn't come yet.

and at last, Alya jugak jadi rumet saya..

memang saya selalu bising and maybe menyerabutkan Alya

and also makes you feel uneasy, x selesa or pape je..

maaf sbb nuha kdg2 x reti nk show rasa syg kat alya,,

sebenrnya nuha hnya mampu doakan yg terbaik utk alya

dalam setiap doa nuha, i'll always include your name

ituah hadiah yang terindah boleh sya bagi utk alya.

and nuha harap semua ni kekal hingga syurga,,

alya baik, x macam sy,, bnyk dosa,, 

hopefully nanti kalau nuha xde, alya tlg bawak nuha ke syurga

fiq,,maaf nuha selalu kacau fiq, selalu act as crybaby,,

seriously, nuha rasa bersyukur sebab fiq bnyk jadi pendengar setia,

you own that calmness,, you sometimes remind me of my old times,

and sebab itu, bila mana i'm by your side, i'll feel so kakak,,

and nak yg terbaik utk adik nya,, well i don't have adik kan..

thanks sebab bnyk nmpk nuha nangis,,

and during that time, nuha x tahu nk luah kat sape,

and it;s you who came,,

tq sangat maaf

laila..tq so much for everything, sbb selalu ada 

baik sngat, nuha smpai x tahu nk treat you macam mana

thanks jugak sebab selalu dengar cerita merapu nuha

although dah bosan..and you make me feel that i have to take care of you

as a sister,, and nuha selalu doakan yang terbaik utk kalian

sebab nuha sayag kalian keranaNya, inshaAllah..

inshaAllah moga x lekang nama korag dalam doa nuha

masa kian tiba,,

bulan tinggal hari

hari silih berganti

inshaAllah kalau nuha dah xde, 

nuha boleh pergi dgn tenang 

sbb nuha dah luahkan segalanya kat korang

akhir sekali, maaf andai diri ku x sempurna

namun aku cuba utk menjadi yang terbaik

apalah sangat aku perlu bersusah

jika apa yang aku impikan adalah kebahagiaan korang.

and lastly, nuha doakan agar kita semua boleh masuk ke syurgaNya.

syukran semua.

i love you girls till Jannah inshaAllah